Apologize post..

1st of all .. i wanna apologize to Ms. Jeya ..
- cause of some reasons that i dunno how to explain .. i'm sorry ...


2ndly .. i wanna apologize to my parents ..
-daddy , u dont treat me like last time d .. when i flash back last time .. u r much love me than now .. just because of i've grown up ?? i still love u like last time ..although sometimes u lie me & i mad at u .. but in my heart ...u r still my best daddy tat i ever had ..

-mommy , why are u treating me so cruel this few days ?? i'm sorry if i really so dummy tat always do something tat make u angry .. but i don mean to make u angry .. T.T.. i love u mommy .. u r the best mommy in my heart ...

*daddy mommy .. i don wan time past so fast .. i wan u all stay by my side forever .. i wish .. i wish i will still have this family in my next life..i love u all forever !!!


3rdly .. i wanna apologize to my friends...
-Victoria , i really glad to have u as my friends.. i really never think that i'll have a friend like u .. tot u wouldn't like a gal like me when the first day i saw u .. anyway .. u teach me tat .. cannot judge a person by his/her outlook .. n i really feel so lucky to know u .. cause u r the best babe that i ever had .. friends forever k?? n here .. i wanna apologize tat i have wrong impression to u when i first meet u .. and .. i wanna apologize every moment tat i left u alone .. i'm sorry ..T.Tbabe .. u r my lovely babe forever...

-Su Ling , although not very close to you .. but happy to have a friend like u .. u r the kind of friend tat i wish to have .. cause u having a cool & cute attitude , cool & cute outlook as well... i wish to apologize if i done anything tat make u dont like .. glad to have u as my friend ^^

-Yoke Foong , dunno wat to talk to u .. but then , i'm happy to have u as my friend too..i feel tat u r the kind of gal that wont have bad thought .. tat's y i like u ^^ .. and..wish to apologize if i done something wrong to u ..

-Eunice , although we are in different college.. but still .. i will always remember u .. thanks for being there for me when i'm sad .. thanks for spending time v me n hear those boring topic tat i talk to u .. anyway .. we met each other cause of fate ... will appreciate u as my friend..^^ be happy always ya .. till then.. i want to apologize that sometimes when u r sad i couldn't stay beside u ..

-Ei Ling , i'm sorry tat i let u feel tat i ditch u and Eunice.. but i dont mean tat .. sometimes when i really wish to go out v u .. there is something tat avoid me to go out v u .. i'm sorry ..besides, thanks for being my friend.. wish u and Chin Yong happy always ya ..^^

*thanks for being my friends buddy..i always love u all .. friends forever k??


lastly .. to my baby ..

Zhang , i'm sorry tat i've truly fall for u .. cause of this , i always think nonsense that i shouldn't think of ..i'm sorry that i doubt your love .. i'm sorry tat i always irritate u with those questions that i shouldn't ask continuosly ..i'm sorry tat i always make u angry ..and i'm sorry for wat i've done before...
Zhang , i'm glad to have u as my baby .. really...
although i've told u these things again and again .. but i really wish that u knew tat ..
hope u wont get bored of it ..T.T
baby .. i will always love u .. i love u forever ...

p/s : my finals really getting closer and closer.. how should i start the first step to study ?? T.T

The way i are

I'M ALONE !!! T.T

every friday of this time .. as normal .. i will be alone .. its reallly boring and lifeless at this time .. ish!!

I HATE IT !!!

will having an interview later .. wish me good luck ^^

I GOT NO IDEA !!!

i got no idea wat to post about.. just noe tat i got lot of things havent done yet !!!
1. my account homework
2. my account assignment
3. my revision for my finals
4. something for someone special

I WISH !!!

besides, there are few things that i wish to have it recently ..
* a car
* money
* meet up with someone
* my study mode

I'M STRESS !!!

i'm obviously in a stress situation .. i wanna go out from this situation!!!!!
HELP ME!!!!!



P/S : hope vic is alright ... and happy always ^^

PP/S : hope something i wish today will happen smoothly ...

pressure = stress

well.. just noe MZ noe how to play guitar ,
so stupid am i .. should have noe it earlier as i'm his gf..T.T
sorry baby .. but at least i knew it now .. baby play guitar really nice oo .. i love it so much ..

besides, just read vic's blog.. her blog always make me happy .. just dont know why ..
maybe cause of her cuteness...

back to wat had happened today ..
nothing really happen today .. but then .. i want to apologize to MZ... cause cant make him get rid of the boredness that he had .. i'm sorry dear..

my final is coming .. seriously .. i'm so so so scare of it .. cause i really not ready for it .. final exam really give me a lot of pressure .. i want to study .. but i didn't know where to start !! i really feel like crying !!! can anyone help me?? i'm half dead T.T

Business communication
moral studies
advanced accounting
microeconomics
introductory english

STUDY !!STUDY!! STUDY!!

till then , am having a class quiz on wednesday .. it takes 5% from my final marks.. hope i can do it well.. pray hard ...T.T

P/S : i miss MZ so badly

宝贝对不起。。& 给妈妈的话。。11.10.2008

宝贝请原谅我爱哭的行为。。
知道你不喜欢我哭。。
当你帮我擦泪。。
那种感觉很温馨。。
我喜欢你抚摸我的脸颊，摸摸我的头的感觉。。
因为这让我觉得你疼我。。
我喜欢被疼爱的那种感觉。。
特别是你。。
再也没有人会这样疼我了。。
就只有你。。
所以宝贝老公不要离开我好吗？
我真的真的很爱你。。 T.T

给妈妈的话，
对不起·妈咪。。
我不是故意弄你生气的。。
只是我做每件事都有我的原因。。
还有我不喜欢你讽刺我。。
不喜欢你对我那样。。
对不起。。
T.T

you are the one ...

I try to find the words
to express the feeling in my heart;
I try to show you that I care,
but I don't know where to start.

I guess I'll start right here
and I guess I'll start right now.
I'll tell you that I love you
and I'll tell you why and how.

You are the one I want to lay next to
when my time has passed.

You are the one I've given myself to
and you will be the last.

You are the one I want for life,
until the day I die.

You are the one God sent for me,
to be with me, and that is no lie.

You are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing.

You are the one whom I wake up for
each and every morning.

To:Zhang From: Yuki

words from me ...

Baby, I never know that i will have you in my life..

you are like a gift from GOD to me , i appreciate u in my life..

i always feel that i'm the lucky one because i have you in my life ..

i really glad that i didn't miss the chance that other day ..

or else i will really so regret today as i never got u in my life ..

I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go

I love you more than anyone , I just had to let you know

And if you ever wonder why , I don't know what I'll say

But I'll never stop loving you , each and every day

My feelings for you will never change

Just know my feelings are true

And Just remember one thing always..that is ..
I Love You!

Forever Love

To: Baby Zhang <3

You are my description of love
You are my description of friend
You are my description of everything
You are my description of beginning to end.

You have put me on a pedestal
You make me feel ten feet tall
You've always been there for me
You've loved me through it all.

You've stood by me through thick and thin
You've always been patient and kind
Just thought I'd let you know
You're the owner of this heart of mine.

So you ask how long I'll love you
Well this is what I have to say
Past, present, future, always
Forever and a day!

From : Yuki

2nd of October

Tot will meet my baby today cause he promise my sis tat he will accompany my sis tat he will accompany her for swimming.. But at last end up v he go dye hair... From my cheerful mood change to disappointed mood... But then there's reason why my baby can’t come. Never blame baby for anything... So, went shopping v mommy. Although just a while, but my mommy had bought 1 dress for Chinese new year ...While mommy trying those clothes, I was ask to try 1 dress...Here’s the dress..

Never ever wear like this before... Look weird right...


As we were rushing to botanic club for swimming ( cause i've promise my youngest sis that i will accompany her as zhang promise that to her too..) So .. have chaoz after a while shopping there .. After swim a while v my sis .. went badminton with my sis they all .. i love sports actually ..Is just that i'm not good in it ...


P/S : i admire baby zhang that he good in every sports.. ( baby i'm ur admirer orhx !! )

a song for you ..

如果可以..我希望永远在你身边..

baby zhang,
永远永远手牵手,
一步两步一起走,
永远永远要记得,
我们要一起生活.

不管晴天的时候,
不管下雨的时候,
不放开手到永久,
我们要一起生活.

bi.. i onli noe how to sing tis part onli .. got chance sing for u k ?? i love this song .. the song name is 永远在一起..
bi must always stay by my side k ?? i love you forever !!!

i'm sorry for today ..
bi .. i always love you !!!