2nd & 3rd day of chinese new year

2nd day of chinese new year.. went for a movie v my family "Ink Heart" it doesn't seems very nice to me .. but maybe it's nice for others^^ anyhow.. the 2nd day of chinese new year i onli spent in movie v family and went to my grandparents house again..

here comes 3rd day of chinese new year .. tis day , daddy mommy start workng.. just take it as a meaning of work opening day , i followed mommy since mommy ask me to do so .. so i went there and had a heavy lunch there .. get ang pao as well wakaka ..after tat, have been planing from the day after tis day tat i wanna meet baby tis day .. i'm sorry i was late since mommy have lots of things to do .. baby nearly don want to meet me T.T i'm sorry orhx!! but then at last i meet him^^ he wore the clothes tat we bought together tat day .. happy to meet him.. went to his aunty house after we met, his relatives were nice..they're all loving(i felt tat).. after tat went to another aunty house.. we spent time together by eating, talking, receiving ang pao and.... it's really a nice day for me..

tat's my first time tat i followed my bf to his relatives house.. i really feel so nervous.. i cant explain tat feeling.. but i felt they're really nice .. thanks for tat day baby ..i love u ...

ohya...i get to know wat baby love to eat..kekez..always finish off others biscuit !! lolxx..


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p/s: i was waiting baby to back homeT.T
pp/s: i wanna say tis long ago..(ur mommy very pretty) shhhh...

1st day of chinese new year

first day of the new year, i don feel nice when i ask for a car but mommy dont let!!T.T i wanted to find baby so much.. wanted to watch movie v him.. celebrate new year v him so desperately.. but i very dissappointed when get the answer"NO"

today i wore red shirt^^ Mr. Victor said this year the lucky colour was "RED" went grandma house today .. then go tian hou gong temple..do our pray then back to klang again.. go have our lunch then went grandparents house again.. wat a lifeless new year.. but then.. it's ok. tis is just the first day of the new year.. hope i can use car from tomolo onwards..*pray hard*

i got something to tell zhang.. but i dont know will he take it seriously anotT.T but no matter wat.. i meant all these words .. here it goes:

it's been half year we've been together.. it's really a long period for me since i never been together v any guy for so long before..6 months d.. i never noe tat we've been together for so long.. every moment tat i spent v u .. time pass so fast.. i hope time could stop there for me to be v u forever!! i will never bored of u .. i noe we've gone through many problems tis few days.. but those problem should be the past d isn't it?? i just wish tat, we could start all over again.. tat's not hard for me.. but are u willing to do tat for me?? i love u.. more than anyone do.. just dont wish to lose u in my world..i feel inperfect without u ..
baby dont ever say me v other guys anymore k??i'm not interested in any other guy except CHOW MING ZHANG!!! i swear i never find any guy .. all i concern about was u ..pls let me be the one to love u forever .. i'll never break ur heart anymore..cross my heart!!

i wan to have a happy chinese new year v u .. same thing as ur birthday , valentine day, my birthday .. every single day in the year.. please forgive me for everything tat i've done.. i will never do tat again... i love you ..









p/s:my phone spoilt dT.T

~happy-unhappy-sad-angry-love

zhang having account exam now.. wish him good luck in his exam .. jia you jia you oo!!
alone in college in resource centre .. very lifeless huh??

i'm freaking moody this morning!! i wanted to drive today but daddy mommy dont let !! (wtf) 3 cars in my house .. just posting there ..they dont even want to let me drive anyone of it.. argue v daddy this morning.. i dont mean to do tat.. sorry .. but i just dont feel nice when i got no car to drive !!!!!!!!!!! i use to keep quite when daddy mommy scolding me or wat.. to avoid arguments.. but tis morning daddy angry me cause i keep quite !!
he knew wat i want .. he knew tat i want to drive.. wat else can i should say when he ask me wat i want!!! just CAR!!!!

i dont know wat time i slept yesterday .. all i know is .. i was accompanying zhang study .. and i fell asleep.. and then wake up, msg , fall asleep, wake up, msg , fall asleep , call, msg, fall asleep...(sorry)

i lost 154 bucks in my maybank account!!!! very heart painT.T at least give me to buy a pair of nike sport's shoes.. i want it so badly!!!







p/s: wat can i do to make ur love back to normal again?(my love towards u increase v every breath i took in)

life is hard..

baby zhang, for the last chance u gave me.. i really really appreciate it.. thanks.. i will do my best as wat a gf should do.. sorry for my mistake that i've done.. but there's thing that i never lie u which is my love ..if i really did cheated ur love.. i wont be there begging u back to me.. cross my heart..

is really really hard to get u back to me.. as u are kind of guy tat stick to ur decision..i really never been like tat for a guy.. is tat a good news of a bad news??

lao gong, wanna tell everyone in here tat.. i will forget the past.. and started a new life with u .. ppl... do be my "saksi"

i yuki gan mok wen at here promise to chow ming Zhang tat
1. i wont lie to him anymore
2. there will no secret from me to him anymore
3. i will trust zhang no matter wat(as long as there are logical reason tat can be trusted)
4. will not dissappointed baby anymore
5. hear baby say
6. no skip class anymore

i think that's it.. if there's anything else tell me oo.. i can add in ^^
i'm tired , headache, no appetite tis few days.. there's really really a lot of things happened to me.. 2009 is my unlucky year?? plss plss.. sadness leave me away.. i wanna happy v baby ..

new year is coming.. i can wear new clothes d .. hehe .. yay!!!

oopss.. i got assignmentT.T (i hate essay)
after new year there must be a lot a lot of things have to do T.T, presentation,assignment, test,....... i'll gone crazy!!!!!!!!

sob sob...
i miss zhang very very much.. when onli i can meet u?? T.T

from tis moment onwards , i want to be happy!! baby too k??

beside ending tis post, good luck in baby account exam k??
happy "niu" year to everyone!!!




p/s:i'm sorry for everything, i will change!!

i want to stick v u forever!!

stick v baby tis whole day^^ how nice if i can always stay v him and study together everyday ..

i wanted to study very well tis sem.. wanted to get good results tis sem.. really wan orhx!!!

we jia you together k?^^

bi..i'm just a normal gal.. not strong enought to afford pain .. heartbreak once doesn't mean i can trust anyone easily.. i trust u v all my heart.. i knew u wont break my heart.. from the moment we together.. i trust u .. trust u tat u r the kind of guy wont talk lies and do something wrong to gf..

i'm sorry for the things i saw.. i really dont mean to behave like tat .. will u forgive me ?? i just out of control.. just too care of you..T.T i'm afraid of tat cause i dont have any good qualities T.T..

tat's why i'm scared..

but baby .. i promise not to think bout tat anymore k?? will try my best..^^ i love u always .. i want to stick v u forever!!!!

The end~~

my 2nd week in this sem

started my tutorial tis week ..first class.. everything was alright.. but then .. 1 thing bothering me was my timetable .. T.T

seems like i have to work very hard for tis semester.. i need to get above 60% for the overall average in foundation to get into RMIT!! between i must start to love macro sooooooooo deeply i guess.. why?? cause i'm taking econs finance for my degree.. so.. macroeconomics.. i'm after u !!

i'm afraid of advanced english .. i dont like essay seriously ..i'm going to die man .. in tis semester!!argghh!!! basic maths business i think is okay if i can catch up.. hope so lar.. since i'm alone in the class.. must can concentrate effectively i guess!! in conclution, I must get good result in every subject in this semester!!^^

till then , here's few pic pic taken today :

she say an apple a day keep the sick away!!

cute vic vic~~

the changes T,T

tat's the end ^^

i like tis ..

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。
當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；
離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，
然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。
當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，
怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；
離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？
'然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。
你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。
你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，
只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。
你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；
你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，
你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。
你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；
你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，
你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，
你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。
你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，
但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，就那麼一個，
怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，
對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；
對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，
並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。
喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，
當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，
而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，
你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比,你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，
不知道是不是應該祝賀你，
總之，你的感情昇華了——仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，
當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。
有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，
可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，
當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了










p/s:baby .. u like me or love me??T.T
pp/s: i don get to see u .. i really very very sad .. i miss u very much ..T.T

my daddy

i have breakfast v my daddy this morning .. i noticed something .. daddy smoke a lot nowadays ..
i feel sad ..i wish to tell daddy tat i don wan him to smoke a lot .. daddy seems to be very stressful this few days .. i think cause of the economic falling so badly .. affect his work .. i'm sorry daddy .. i wanna tell u tis .. being a daughter of u .. i should not let u be stressful T.T
but wat can i do?? i wanna work .. but my new sem timetable sucks .. seriously shit ..

let me intro u my daddy , my daddy is a kind man .. (really oh) is just sometimes ... he just out of his mind and get so depressed and angry (cause of work)..
i use to be very very close v daddy since i was 1 year old i think(hehe) daddy say he and mommy love me among all my siblings.. but then i always jealous and think tat daddy love my sister more than me .. (i'm stupid??)but now , i noe daddy mommy love us equally ^^ .. i've make daddy very very worried bout me several times .. i wish to tell daddy thanks for care me so much .. thanks for everything .. i love u ..

i always feel glad tat i have such a wonderful daddy .. although sometimes cheated me .. but still .. i noe tat's not wat u want..
daddy .. in my life .. there's onli 1 daddy in my heart .. u r the perfect one .. pls do take good care of ur health and stay by our side till the end of our life .. i wish we can be together as long as we could .. really .. sob sob..

my daddy look fierce??

he always busy on phone=.=

volleyball player??

catch the ball!!

is he cute??=.=

i like to see daddy mommy loving ..^^

tat's the end of my blog .. i scare my tears drop if i continue it (=.=) just too sensitive..sorry^^(dont laugh me T.T)

cameron trip _31st of dec 2008

hie..was here to update bout my cameron trip during the holiday .. babe wanna noe how was my holiday .. hehe ^^

here it goes..

played uno cards in car.. loser post an ugly face>>

she was the first loser!!

and then my bro ~~

followed by my third sis
my bro again =.=

Fionne and I escaped from this punishment due to our luck Wwakaka!!

here's some "funny" picture i think!!

squeeze ??!!

oops..my second sis just being immature!!(not me)

tat's not my hand!(really)

hands up dude!!(stop eating!!)

backing time, i saw tis~~

is tis nice??(seems like i'm in the heaven isn't it?touch wood=.=)

fionne and I^^

Fionne and yin^^

obviously.. there's onli few picture tat i've taken during this trip .. anyhow .. i still enjoy tat trip .. i love my family^^

first day college after holiday^^

hey .. i just stuck in library nothing else to do so blog bout it lar..^^
kinda excited to went college today ..cause i gonna meet babe !!
didn't drive today .. cause daddy's old camry something wrong i guess ..tat's why daddy don let me drive .. so end up v daddy mommy picking me up to coll lor..
seriously .. i dont like when i cant or dont have car to drive .. cause it seems kinda "mafan"when see daddy mommy argue and refuse to pick me to college.. so WHY DONT JUST BUY A NEW CAR FOR ME TO DRIVE !!! ish!!

hmmm.. went to a lecture today .. but i shouldn't go for tat lecture actually.. i'm sad ,this sem.. i only got 2 sub tat same class v vic vic .. sob sob .. cause of ECONS!!!! i hate that..

i'm sorry ..

another sorry post again .. why am i keep make ppl angry ??
T.T
i'm sorry mommy ..
i was sad when i receive ur msg ..
i really very stupid .. i even think to lost myself when u've scolded me .. i'm really sorry ..
sob ..mommy.. promise not to break ur heart .. i promise .. i love u mommy ..

MOMMY!! YOU ARE THE MOST PRETTY MOMMY IN MY HEART !!! YOU ARE THE PERFECT MOMMY IN MY HEART !!!

i'm sorry

sorry for the cooling period..
my house line was totally sucks until i cant even blogging when i'm totally depressed..
i miss this blog so much ..
as well as ..
i miss vic, princess and yoke foong so much ..
tommorrow is my coll reopen day ..
but then .. i have to skip coll tomolo .. just to go for insurance exam ..
T.T
i bought 2 dress 1 skirt today .. i love those dress..^^
i wanna buy something for baby .. but i'm broke .. really really broke this time .. sob ..
wanna work ..
farmasi,Q-dees, or anywhere else..

till then, here's a post tat i wanna post about..
干吗在部落格里骂人家?我不是没有脑!只是不像你那么花心!我真心爱一个人,坚持到底有错吗?是很累但能怎样?我不想就这样放弃他!难道这样就是没脑吗?其实他怀疑我也是有苦之出!不要凭表面来判断吧!!至少在我心里他是最好的男生..不欺骗我,爱我..那就够了!虽然偶尔会被伤害,但这就是他吧!总比你伤害女子的方式来得好吧!对!!分手后,我伤心..但我从来不知道我能在短短的2天了把你彻底的忘了!!结果我问我自己..我也许没我想象中的那么爱你..真的..过去的都过去了!至少没有了初吻,但却找到了比初吻更真实的吻..

我在此对世界宣布我颜慕雯绝对不会再爱上陈永昇!!也不会对他有一丝丝的感觉!!!
除此之外,
我颜慕雯再对世界宣布,我心里只有邹铭漳!!一心一意的爱你哦!!!


















*i'm sorry baby*
p/s:new year new year faster come!!
pp/s:i love zhang forever !! i meant it !!