tiring day

i'm freak out!!exhausted!!inconsolable!!pretty tired today.. as i only slept for 3hours..i'm not rushing for assignment.. not preparing for examinations.. but moody.. cause of something.. i cant sleep well for the night.. wat's wrong with me .. dont ask me.. i also don't know..

well.. just finish statistic.. i was like .. oh thank Godness .. i was nearly fall asleep in the lecture hall .. but i'm strong .. wakaka..alone at resourse centre.. just dont feel like find anyone.. need alone.. well .. worlds.. full of liars.. who should i trust anyway..

something happened.. and i'm really pretty sure about it .. but he deny it.. make me confuse again.. i said.. if it's true, just admit! and yeah.. it's true.. i'm not using my feeling to make decision .. but it's all based on the what have been proven.. i'm tired.. really very tired.. how many forgiveness i've given..what should i do right now?? i don't know.. let it over like that.. and both of you stil meeting up as you 2 like?? i just cant take it ..

yea .. you both are not couple.. but what baby.. not all people in love that need to couple.. you both can stil be friend but there's a lot of things between both of you.. she's tricky.. you're misterious.. i just want truth!!! is that hard?? no ... it's not.. when i'm telling the truth.. when i'm doing the right things .. i won't regret in the end.. i wont feel bad about myself.. at least i true to myself .. right??

i love u .. i really do.. everyday u will heard or saw this three words from me.. did i miss it even 1 day?? no .. i never.. just because of i'm afraid that you don't know how deep my love towards you .. baby.. being with you .. it's the best things in my life.. although there's a lot of sad things that i've gone through.. but still i'm happy to be with u .. are u?? i'm satisfy v a boyfriend like u .. eventhough .. u r hot tempered .. just because of you gave me the feeling .. not the matter of good looking or not.. that's the reason why i'm afraid of losing u ..

baby.. can you just don't lie to me anymore ?? yesterday was the last time.. can we just .... be truthful and sincere to both of us?? i just .. want a simple love .. simple love baby!! remember what we've told each other?? "no secret between us" i did it.. but baby.. how bout u?? do you still want me to stay beside u?? i dont wanna to make decision.. stay by your side is what i want.. but ..i dont like forcing baby.. if you dont wanna to be with me .. just tell me alright??

baby..although i've wish you yesterday .. but i'll wish u now again alright?? all the best baby.. good luck!!

and yeah:

I LOVE YOU!!